Oh boy oh boy…. what a fucking wonderful week I had until I fucked myself in the bad way. I didn’t even derserve that self-fuck and I didn’t deserve it from you. When I say “I fucked myself” I really mean “You fucked me in a non-nicely way”. Actually. Now you know.
You should just stop dragging me into your past. Don’t you just hate that – when people constantly drag you into their old shit, old shitty-good experiences with other pretty shitty people? Do you really think you can make everything work between us if I keep feeling like I took somebody else’s role? I feel like I’m getting fucked being somebody else. I’m definitely not there, and I never was. I probably thought I could, but I suddenly feel like I can’t. Not with you, and not with her.
So Godspeed you guys. Into a future where you are probably fucking each other with different people. Good luck to you and hallelujah to me.
